I wish that people would stop giving me false hopes. A promise is a promise. It’s not great. I feel bored. But I am stuck. So I have to deal with it. It’s just the birthday blues I guess.

What’s great about today? Conan O’brien. I missed him and he’s back. But boredom came back once the show was over.

Why do I have a short attention span? I think my digicam is broken, well the LCD display is fucked up. I got drenched in the rain last Saturday, so maybe that was the cause. I don’t know how to tell my Mom. I don’t like being told off. And yeah I hate admitting that I am wrong.

I guess I am really stuck, and I hate it, I had many plans already and now I can’t leave. This is what happens when I plan things. It never gets executed.

I guess I truly am a spur of the moment person.

But you see, this is not what I want. But you can’t always have what you want. Harsh truth ladies and gents, harsh truth.

Mari

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